suicide

Darkness falls and i sit awake
Cant feel the pain
I start to shake
My body’s numb
I feel weak
I cant allow myself to fall asleep
My mind is racing
I feel sour
I need to hold on for another hour
Then maybe someone will save me
Save me from the dark

All the pain and suffering i put my self through
Only drives me mad
The miserable life i lead always feeling sad
Trying to change all the time
But i just cant seem to turn my life around
So i thought i’d end it
Stop all this suffering
But in the pits of hell i’d go
Because suicides a sin